I’m not fine

I’m not fine. I can’t sleep properly and I haven’t been able to since I came to Mumbai. I can’t focus on a single thing. I’m watching The Office while i’m writing this right now. I can’t earn any money. I want a job that can help pay for the things i want and need … More I’m not fine

The Beautiful Letdown

I think this is the third time I’ve tried to write this post. Each time i can’t find the words to properly express what i’m experiencing without coming off as whiny. I succumbed to sadness on my first attempt, the next two rambled into depressive nonsense. I still wrote them, for my own heart’s sake. … More The Beautiful Letdown

12 years to live

“There are gonna be a lot of people around in 12 years, but it doesn’t look like you’ll be one of them.” These words hit me like a ton of bricks, my eyes filled with tears and i immediately started sobbing. I rushed to my dad and hugged him, telling him how much i loved … More 12 years to live

Finding the time

This is the third time i’ve gotten over a sickness since i’ve been here. Over here they always seem to involve some sort a fever and aches, whereas back home it was always a cough or a sore throat with some sort of head thing thrown in there. I don’t get much of that here, … More Finding the time

One month later

Today was the end of the first four weeks of classes at Whistling Woods International. In those four weeks i have met a lot of people, forgotten a lot of names, searched for a flat, found a flat, shared a bed, obtained a bed, gotten sick, reassembled my computer, charged my phone countless times and … More One month later

Settling in

I feel that those of us in television are chosen to be servants. It doesn’t matter what our particular job. We are chosen to help meet the deeper needs of those who watch and listen, day and night. … More Settling in